riptide by Rukman Ragas

30 lines
Issue 8, Summer 2025


to survive a riptide, lover, you must
give into it. submit to the writhing waves.
the harsh wind, whipping water into peaks,
will kiss skin, sea sinking teeth. don’t struggle.
sink back, relax. this too can be an embrace.

the mermaids and sirens, seals and sharks
they all wait beneath. if you breathe even
stay perfectly still, they will swim up, nip
your toes, run hands through hair. If
a finger snags, familiar, suppress your heart

this is a ritual of submission, an asserted victory
of the ocean and its denizens. the sea must take you,
if you wish to return. surrender to the current, bare
your throat. if the breath against your hair, smells
lovelorn, lover, drowned, you must not turn or speak

lie down on your back, let the waves wake you
if she cups your body with hers, with only water
between, not enough to forget the heat, her cruel
claws tenderly around your stomach, resist
the urge to look into her rotting eyes. or ask why.

p l e a s e
do not kiss your merbride, or taste salt flesh.
recall this witch and hazel, our prairie and dogs
the bargain we struck. gift me no grief, no memories
to hold against your absence. come back

you can cry, let the tide wane, the sea tire,
and the water bring you home. Alone
I wait, for your return, so don’t move or turn
task your tears against the sea. See
what is salinic, what is free.

Rukman Ragas is calling on you, dear reader, to join them in refusing and resisting the genocide of the Palestinian people. Wherever you are, get in the way and throw what sand you can against the wheels of genocide. The elimination of the Palestinian people is not inevitable. We must resist it with our every breath. Rukman Ragas is made up of earnest contradictions and temporary obsessions. A Tamil writer of speculative fiction from Sri Lanka, they are fascinated by tender horrors, hysterical resistance, and the thin lines between disgust and desire. An alum of Clarion West and the Queer Writers Room, Rukman’s work has appeared in venues such as khōréō, Apex, and The Baltimore Review.
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